runs screaming from the room

so a few of you know that I am supposed to be applying for a new job. You might wonder why I don't. so I'll let you in on the thought process that went through my brain tonight as I tried to apply. "Wow this is perfect, wait I don't have the skills, Ok I have the skills, ack there is a deadline, Ok maybe I can make the deadline, they want a what?, what if no one writes me a good reference, do I have three references, what if I get there and it's not the perfect job, and then the perfect job comes but I'm stuck in this job for 2-3 years, and then I'm 40, and no one wants to higher me because they want someone who's 30 ... chest tightens, heart palpitates, what if there is a spelling mistake in my CV, stupid CV, stupid cover letter, stupid proposal, stupid job.